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Is this all I am to you?
Just something to lose?
Someone to hurt?
To hit and abuse?
Not physically
For that would leave marks
Not even mentally
You go straight for the heart
Like a waterfall cascading
It won't ever stop
I'll be here still waiting
Or so I once thought
I can never fight this feeling
But I can't help that it's here
Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
Just something to lose?
Someone to hurt?
To hit and abuse?
Not physically
For that would leave marks
Not even mentally
You go straight for the heart
Like a waterfall cascading
It won't ever stop
I'll be here still waiting
Or so I once thought
I can never fight this feeling
But I can't help that it's here
Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
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I Can Try
I can listen to everything you have to say
And try my best to make you feel better
Make the difficult times easier for you
I can hold you close and make everything else disappear
Let you take out your anger and frustration
Promise not to go anywhere
I can tell you I won't leave you when things start to fall apart
But that doesn't mean you would do the same
When things start to get hard
I can love you with all of my heart
Miss you so much it hurts to breathe
But that won't make you come back
Make you want to be with me
I can try to convince myself that there's someone else out there for me
That you don't still own my heart
Literature
You didn't dare.
She smiled,
but it was fake.
She laughed,
but she's about to break.
She reached out,
but no one came,
tried to fake it,
but the pain stayed the same.
This girl, she called to you,
but you didn't care.
Something told you to help,
but you didn't dare.
What would the others say?
The ones who called her a freak.
They may taunt or shun you,
so you choose not to speak.
Then she decides to leave.
Because no one wants her here.
You'll never see her cry.
She'll never shed another tear.
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What it wasn't.
No, my love. It's not the way you don't listen when I speak.
I've realized that you do listen. You just forget.
No, my sweetheart. It's not the way you don't find me witty.
I've learnt that our senses of humour are different.
No, my darling. It's not the way you pick on my flaws.
I've understood that you love me despite them.
No, my dear. It's not the way you always ignore me like I'm just a girl.
I've figured out that I'm more even when your friends ask who I am.
No, my pet. It's not the way you never call me back when I need you.
I've come to the conclusion that you won't be there when I need you.
No, my sweet. It's not that you d
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Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
Somedays, that's all I want...
If I could just disappear...
Somedays, that's all I want...
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I actually went through something like this with my used to be best friend about 2 years ago, it still bothers me. I don't understand why people that used to be so nice to you and talk to you everyday can just decide to make you feel like shit, especially since most of it is lies. Most of the time I feel like it would be better if I did disappear... At least I can talk to you if I stay :3 In case you're wondering after that day I avoided her like the black plauge xD Now I never have to see her ever again. I'm sure when I actually have friends that I'm sure will not go away too, I'll get over it.