Emotionless Kiss

It's not like I can even fight it so why do I still attempt..
To drag myself out of my self created lament..?
I tried to make things right but I can't force out your repent...
You're standing right next to me so why do you feel so distant?!

I only wish
To take your hand
Pull you in close
And do everything that I can

To keep you
I wanted to make you mine
Though I waited and waited
You never gave me a sign

It's not like I try to hide it so why is it that you ignore me?
I've got no one to confide in and you won't even reassure me...
Maybe when I'm gone you'll finally start missing me...
It's strange that when I'm dead how you'll finally start listening..

And I hope
That you're happy with this
We can try to save ourselves
With an emotionless kiss

But it's too late
You've missed your chance
Let your love die
And lost out on our romance

I really wish that you could hear me as I'm crying out in pain..
But in this blanketing darkness nothing ever will look the same...
Crimson tears were falling as I finished carving your name...
Into a canvas of flesh where it forever remains!

I can at least
Say that I really tried
To do everything I promised
I didn't make them all lies

But now
It's the ending of us
You'll realize you really loved me
As I'm crumbling into dust

Forever is what you said...
And forever is what I waited..
Now that we're finally dead...
I can't be sure if we really made it..