Am I Alright?

All the hurt I try so hard to hide
Is so much more than what's inside
I'm feeling less and less alive
It may be too late to decide

If I'm alright...

All the pain I try to push away
Keeps coming back in stronger waves
I'm feeling more and more deprived
It may be too late to decide

If I
(Should get on my knees)
And try
(Just try to believe)
That, I'm, alright

All the anger that I just ignore
Is building up into a storm
I feel like I have tried my best
I'm done trying to decide this

Am I alright..?

This world is coming to an end
It's too damn easy to pretend
This never happened in my life
It's not your fault I weild this knife

So I
(Get on my knees)
And try
(Just try to believe)
That, I'm, alright