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Is this all I am to you?
Just something to lose?
Someone to hurt?
To hit and abuse?
Not physically
For that would leave marks
Not even mentally
You go straight for the heart
Like a waterfall cascading
It won't ever stop
I'll be here still waiting
Or so I once thought
I can never fight this feeling
But I can't help that it's here
Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
Just something to lose?
Someone to hurt?
To hit and abuse?
Not physically
For that would leave marks
Not even mentally
You go straight for the heart
Like a waterfall cascading
It won't ever stop
I'll be here still waiting
Or so I once thought
I can never fight this feeling
But I can't help that it's here
Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
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You didn't dare.
She smiled,
but it was fake.
She laughed,
but she's about to break.
She reached out,
but no one came,
tried to fake it,
but the pain stayed the same.
This girl, she called to you,
but you didn't care.
Something told you to help,
but you didn't dare.
What would the others say?
The ones who called her a freak.
They may taunt or shun you,
so you choose not to speak.
Then she decides to leave.
Because no one wants her here.
You'll never see her cry.
She'll never shed another tear.
Literature
Look Into the Lonely Mind
She sits alone,
Her thoughts chasing one another
In an endless game of tag.
Connections,
Understandings,
Things no one else can grasp.
Music and movies play,
Repeating themselves over and over.
Books have been written
Only to be forgotten.
Names with pictures,
Words with no voice,
Art that cannot be shown.
Communicating with words that make no sense
And trying to fit in,
Resulting in failure.
Admired by many,
Refused by them all.
Forever Alone...
A lie.
Beautiful and she knows it
But doesn't believe it.
A touch to liven,
A word to kill.
Confused by the answers
To the questions she asks.
Then it all comes back to...
Why?
Literature
Fake Smile's.
A smile is a sign that someone is happy,
no one ever thinks otherwise.
Sometime's a frown forms on peoples lips,
but when your hiding something.
You smile to hide the frown,
With out the smile your open to the world.
All your pain and misery,
And you dont want that.
After time the smile is an enemy,
And a war with yourself starts.
A side of sadness and a side of happiness,
Sadness is winning.
Time has caused to many painfull memories,
And the happy one's to fade.
The clock is ticking,
It's a bomb that could explode any minuet.
Tick, tock, tick, tock,
Something snaps within you.
Your screaming and scratching yourself,
Yellin
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Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...
Somedays, that's all I want...
If I could just disappear...
Somedays, that's all I want...
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I actually went through something like this with my used to be best friend about 2 years ago, it still bothers me. I don't understand why people that used to be so nice to you and talk to you everyday can just decide to make you feel like shit, especially since most of it is lies. Most of the time I feel like it would be better if I did disappear... At least I can talk to you if I stay :3 In case you're wondering after that day I avoided her like the black plauge xD Now I never have to see her ever again. I'm sure when I actually have friends that I'm sure will not go away too, I'll get over it.