Soon EnoughI know things have been kind of rough
Though I've put forth my best
It's just never enough
And I'm sorry...

To me, things have felt so unreal
I can't believe you've stolen my heart
But I love the way that you make me feel
And it kills me that we're so far apart

I wish more than anything that you could be here
To kiss all my scars and wipe all of these tears
And I'm sorry I can't be much more
You know I'm a mess, and I've told you before
That still I promise I'll forever be yours...

I'll be there with you soon enough
You're all that I've needed
And you're all I think of
So don't worry...

To me, this all happened so fast
It's

Hurts Like HeavenOh. My.
God, it hurts like heaven;
Longing for all your affection,
Every bit of your attention,
You're a divine intervention.
In this life that's turned to hell.

I can't help it when I reminisce,
In moments that are just like this,
I remember when we had our kiss,
And now how much I really miss,
You...

The times when we weren't separated,
Were the best memories that I've created,
To reunite is long awaited,
I feel like I'm incarcerated,
In my own personal hell.

I can't help it when I think of you...
I hope one day we'll say "I do."
But for now I have to struggle through,
Until the day I get to you...

It won't be long, lov

Savior.I have this darkness deep inside me,
It's what influenced this writing.
I can't control it, I can't fight it,
Barely know it, and can't hide it.

I'm just a mess with no ambition;
So much less than I envisioned.
How much more can I endure?
I don't know, I'm not too sure...

I'm not myself when I'm alone,
And yet I find I'm on my own.
I'm like a lock without a key,
There is no perfect fit for me!...

You're not alone.
Don't think like that.
Pick your head up.
I believe in you.
You can do it.
I love you...

Are you here to prove me wrong?
To make me see the brighter dawn?
With this darker side, this part of me,
How can you love

With YouI woke up and it was yesterday
And I remembered the feelings
You said I don't care anymore

God, I remember everything
Like it's happening now
As I fall back down to the floor

And again I lay awake
In this lifeless place
That never was a part of me

And I tried so, hard to be
Beyond the shadow of a doubt
The person there beside you
That you can't live without

But you just pushed away
You made no effort
And won't even hear me out

I don't know how we lost our way
And it's killing me inside
I just want to scream and shout

But you won't hear me
You never do
It's like I'm screaming to the empty air

Even though you're right next

Part Mirage, Part NightmareI try to fight, the feelings I, hide inside
And the piosonus thoughts they bring
But darling, they're all that's left
They're all of you, that I've kept
You're still all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, that I believe

But when you're gone
My heart threatens to collapse
Because it's broken in two
And it's missing its other half

Please don't leave, please stay with me...
I can't breathe...
I'm on the edge of insanity...

Part mirage, part nightmare...
Please come back!
I just need to know you're there...

For me...

I know that I've, said I'm fine
That everything, is alright
But darling, I miss the feeling
Of your

Painful MemoryWhy are you scared?
It's like you don't know where you are.
You take it step by step but never get very far.
Look at these scars!
How dare you say that they're worthless?!
Keep your opinions to yourself...
And stop pretending you're fucking perfect!

Oh!

Like the words I never spoke;
Like this dying flame of hope;
Like this web of lies we weaved;
That we both thought we believed...

You're nothing more to me,
Than a painful memory...

It must be hard!
Keeping up with all of your lies,
That you hide the truth behind as you're waiting for it to die!
Look in my eyes!
How dare you say I'm without a purpose?!
Just look at all thes

Pain, Hurt, Misery, AngerPain?

Being the 'best-friend' to the love of your life
But pretending to be okay with it even though every night
You end up in the same spot on your bed, tears already in your eyes
You cry yourself to sleep because you were to scared to try
To do something bold for once in your life
Like, I don't know, maybe just tell her you love her
Or tell him that you love him
That you long to feel their touch against your skin
And to feel their lips pressed to yours in a smile as you kiss

Hurt?

Watching the person you've loved for so long love somebody else
Because you were still too shy to speak up or to even say hi
As they passed you by ye

Cowards Way OutDid you really think,
That taking the cowards way out,
Would prove anything,
Except all of our worst fears?

Did you even think,
About the ones that you have now?
And the pain that you'd bring,
If you were to leave them all here...?

Do you really think,
You're life is just so horribly unbearable,
That you need to take this knife,
And do something you know is terrible?!

How many times,
Have I told you it isn't worth it?
How selfish of you,
To expect your life to be picture perfect.

HurricaneI don't really know
How all of this came to be
When I already know
She can do better than me

I feel like she's the desert
And whenever I hold her hand
I realize that makes me
Nothing more than a grain of sand

I can't help but ask myself
How is it that she's with me?
I'm just a mess when I'm alone
And I'm fucking up constantly

She's amazing...
In every way, shape, and form
Like the calm of the night
Or like the eye of a storm

(And if that storm were to break...)

I always have the thought
That if people were rain
l would be just a drop
And she'd be the hurricane...

These FlamesI find, the flames attractive
As I watch this city burn away
So close, I almost had it
I lost it all when I turned away

My heart is full of broken dreams
Shattered hopes and memories
Everything that causes pain
Like a drop of acidic rain

The wind blows and it carries with it
Whispered words and the sorrows hidden
Sanctuary among the ashes
But the arson has one more match lit

And I find, the flames attractive
As I watch this city burn away
Was so close, I almost had it
I lost it all when you turned away

I regret every single moment
Without you with your hand in mine
I regret never even knowing
You loved me the entire time

A

Tears to RainWhen you cry
I'll pick up the pieces
Here's my heart
I want you to keep this
So you'll be fine
Let me take the fall
For you...

It's only just begun
It only hurts just once
I'll shield you from the pain
Till all the tears you cry turn to rain...

Every word I speak is true...
Every single 'I love you...'

Nicht Ohne Sie....I don't know how to start this...

Just knowing that you're leaving casts my heart into darker shadows
Love has always been, for me, an uphill struggle and losing battles
It's like a book without an ending, you took my heart out of it's cage
And I don't want to put it back cause I don't want to turn this page...

If I could find me a miracle that could write us another chapter
I wouldn't hesitate a second cause I want this forever after
But life isn't a happy ending, there's not always light after dark
The only thing that breaks the silence is the sound of my breaking heart

This life will never be the same, without you here beside m

Since You've Been GoneYou take my hand and you whisper to me,
"Darling, I love you and I promise I'll never leave..."
I look to you and without missing a single beat,
I say, "You were my missing piece, now I'm finally complete."

An involuntary smile spreads out across your lips,
And I can't help but smile as I lean in to taste your kiss...
Then the frame stops and it's stuck on this same scene;
My nights have been so haunted with the recurrence of this dream.

I always hope that I'll wake up and this dream will become true,
But I'm so tired of only dreaming...
Darling, I miss you...

[Chorus]
And since you've been gone I've been wasting away,
Just tryin

If Ever I Lost YouWhat weighs on your mind?
What's taking up your time?
You tell me not to worry and you swear you're really fine

Please open up to me
Tell me of your fears
You know I'll kiss the scars and I'll wipe away your tears

Don't keep it to yourself
You know you're not alone
I couldn't live my life without you ever coming home

I'd be so lost inside
I wouldn't recognize
The person that I see in the reflection of your eyes

Just tell me you're okay, and that you love me too
I don't know what I'd do
If ever I lost you…

Love is Just a Word Until Someone Comes Along...Lay awake, I'm robbed of sleep
I hear the raindrops tap the street
Forgetting all I've fallen for, I can't go on
I can't be more

Hidden behind tapestries
Adorned with painful memories
Slowly realize what you've done, I've lost it all
I've come undone

A fallen angel at your feet
A broken mess at your mercy
Heartless in my time of need, you walked away
You watched me bleed

Holding out for fate unknown
A missing piece, an empty home
Living life with no one there, I know I'm lost
But I don't care

Within the boundaries of myself
Crying out for someone's help
Wishing for, with all my heart
They'll stop the pain and light the dar

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Wake up to a static alarm
You can't bare
The stress of another day

Youre sitting alone
Wrap yourself in your arms
Your hair, always
Hiding your face

Your parents, always screaming
Forgetting their unjust reasons
For being this way

Youre living this life with no purpose
You don't think that it's worth it
You don't deserve this
It's all so empty and worthless...

[Chorus]
Open your eyes
I've been here all along
You don't have to cry
Because nothing is wrong

Open your eyes
I was right here for you
I could never ignore you
You know I adore you
So please...

Open your eyes...
[End Chorus]

I try to ca

RegressionRegression
A blank expression
So afraid of confession
Fall back into depression

And question your very motives
What drove you to do this
See those scars on your wrist
Is that what you want to remember
When we're together forever
That you were weak and broken down
Yet lived your life without a frown
Pretended like it was all okay
When, in fact, from day to day
You were hurting yourself
You always said, "Don't worry
I can handle myself."
You rejected everyone's help
Wouldn't let anyone in
Never told anyone of the
Secrets that you carved in your skin
And where to begin

Is it because she's not here
The one you once called yo

Waiting To ExhaleHolding my breath
My subconsciousness
Fights me to the death
As you try to make me
Into something I'm not
No, I will not be bought
Not with all that you've got

And now I'll just watch
Yeah, I'm watching you fail
I can finally breathe
I can't wait to exhale

Watch the clock stop
As the insides still move
There is no time left
You've still got so much to prove
I will not buy into
All the lies that you speak
Because all of these words
They mean nothing to me

And now I can watch
I can watch as you fail
And I simply cannot
I can't wait to exhale

Hearing your thoughts
As if they're my own
They're so corrupt
Right down to th

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by ~Invoking, Jul 23, 2012, 8:33:58 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I've not grown used to this...
I'm not used to being alone...
And I've had enough of it...
For too long I've been without you...

I have so much to say...
Will I ever get the chance...?
I long for our forever...
To stay lost in our romance...

And I've not grown used to this!
I'm not used to being alone!
I miss our everything!
(Darling!!)
Won't you please, come
Home?

I miss our everything...
The warmth of your embrace...
The way you'd hold me...
The way you made me feel safe...

I long to feel you once more...
And taste the sweet of your kiss...
I want how it was just before...
We were seperated like this...

Cause I'll not get to used to it!
Used to you being gone!
And I miss our everything!
(So alone!)
Won't you please, Darling,
Won't you -please- come
Home...!?

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~perfectlyimperfect19 Jul 24, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

loved it!!

*malphasloveshisfries Jul 23, 2012 Student Writer

Outstanding and emtional.

~rebelnijamaster Jul 23, 2012 Student Writer

Beautiful piece. I really like the use of the bold words verse the normal type.

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that was beautiful

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