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Something To Lose.Is this all I am to you?
Just something to lose?
Someone to hurt?
To hit and abuse?

Not physically
For that would leave marks
Not even mentally
You go straight for the heart

Like a waterfall cascading
It won't ever stop
I'll be here still waiting
Or so I once thought

I can never fight this feeling
But I can't help that it's here
Maybe it'd be best
If I could just disappear...

Tonight.I swear I'm trying to hold on,
But I know I'm losing the fight,
I just want it all to be gone,
I want that tonight.

I can't keep this fake smile,
Any longer upon my face,
I'll let it slip for a while,
I'll hide out in this place.

Somewhere in-between death and life,
Feel the cold spreading through,
As for the final time I drop the knife.
This time the rumours will be true.

Of how she took her sorry life,
Cut it short and disappeared,
Escaped the trouble and the strife,
She was more fucked up than we first feared.

Now she is gone far away,
Another name upon the list,
The memories of her will soon stray,
The fuck up girl will

One More Mistake.With every word that I say
With every smile I fake
Every moment I live
I'm making one more mistake...

All the tears that I've cried
Have fallen unnoticed
No matter how hard I try
Nobody will know this...

Every friend that I've made
Everything I create
With every door that I open
I'm making one more mistake...

I hate what I've done
And this person that I've become
I hate these scars on my wrist
Is there no ending to this...?

With every beat of my heart
With every breath that I take
Every day I wake up
Is just another mistake...

Would You?Would You?

If I sung the same song everyday.

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Emotionless KissIt's not like I can even fight it so why do I still attempt..
To drag myself out of my self created lament..?
I tried to make things right but I can't force out your repent...
You're standing right next to me so why do you feel so distant?!

I only wish
To take your hand
Pull you in close
And do everything that I can

To keep you
I wanted to make you mine
Though I waited and waited
You never gave me a sign

It's not like I try to hide it so why is it that you ignore me?
I've got no one to confide in and you won't even reassure me...
Maybe when I'm gone you'll finally start missing me...
It's strange that when I'm dead how you'll f

Learning To TrustTell me a story about your life
And I'll tell you mine
Give me a reason not to lie
So I'll tell you the truth, next time

Whisper a secret in my ear
And I'll tell you a tale
Forgive me but this is my fear
I despise talking in detail

Give me a reason not to scream
And I'll tell you why it hurts
It's like acid in my bloodstream
This terror of being attached

Sorry if I ask for too much
For I am still learning
How to Trust

You!
I saw you, I fell for you.
Not for your body, your good looks.
Though you are truly gorgeous,
there is something far more amazing:
You!
Your mind, your soul.
That's you, and only you.
That's what I love.
You're my desire.
You!

Savior.I have this darkness deep inside me,
It's what influenced this writing.
I can't control it, I can't fight it,
Barely know it, and can't hide it.

I'm just a mess with no ambition;
So much less than I envisioned.
How much more can I endure?
I don't know, I'm not too sure...

I'm not myself when I'm alone,
And yet I find I'm on my own.
I'm like a lock without a key,
There is no perfect fit for me!...

You're not alone.
Don't think like that.
Pick your head up.
I believe in you.
You can do it.
I love you...

Are you here to prove me wrong?
To make me see the brighter dawn?
With this darker side, this part of me,
How can you love

Broken FramesIn the morning when my eyes first open
Will you be there or will I be alone
Cause I hate that you left me still broken
To fend for myself still all on my own

Reflections are marred with cracks and scratches
Nothing remains but remnants of our trust
And how nothing else ever attatches
You have to let go and this is a must

Even if we were to try to repair
Nothing could fix this not after that fall
I know you do when you say you don't care
Maybe it's best you say nothing at all

Get on your knees and stop playing these games
You'll see what I see behind broken frames

Waking UpI wake up again in the middle of the night
Cold sweat dripping I don't know if I'm alright
Cause it's the millionth time
That I've dreamt you were mine

But now I see
It's only me
With no one else
I'm by myself...

I can hear my heartbeat echo off these walls
As I wander aimlessly through these desolate halls
I keep thinking that I'm hearing your desperate call
But that's just me pretending trying so hard not to fall

I listen to the wind as it whispers by me
But the words that it speaks aren't registering
I listen to the rain as it pours to the ground
I'm looking for you but you're nowhere around

I really fucking hate being alon

I'm A Mess..I push on through this life still wandering blindly
Hoping that somehow somebody is gonna find me

But I'm lost
And my body is freezing
My breaths are growing ragged
And my heart beat is ceasing

I can't remember
A time when we weren't together
And I'm really starting to miss

What we were

And I miss our forever
I had to try
I had lie
Just to put forth the effort

I'm following in tracks that you left behind
But as I press on they're getting harder to find

So why
Why did you leave me stranded
Lonely and empty handed
My blood is running cold
And I don't even understand it

But you
You don't know what you have done
Shut me o

Art of LiarsLOVE
Is the
ART
of
Liars.

What's the Point of TryingWhat's the point of trying
When all you get is pain?
What's the point of trying
When all I see is rain?
What's the point of trying
I'm always the one that is missed
So what's the point of living
If it doesn't get better than this

StrengthKeep your head down.
Don't speak.
Maybe the monsters won't find you.

Start walking,
don't make eye contact.
Hopefully they won't see you.

Don't show emotion.
Try not to cry.
That will just encourage them.

Don't jump.
Don't cut.
Don't bleed.
They don't deserve your agony.

Don't blink.
Don't react.
Just breathe.

If You Were MineIf you were mine, each moment would be a wondrous joy. Each day would be better than the one before.
If you were mine, each kiss would be a precious treasure. Each caress would be a secret promise of eternity. Each embrace would be warm, welcoming and only for you.
If you were mine, each word spoken would be a proclamation of love for you. Each whispered sigh or moan would be for your ears only. Each time I spoke your name, it would be soft... gentle... filled with the love that eats away at me every day since the day I first met you.
If you were mine...
I would respect you, love you, care for you. I would show you that the world isn’t full with only heartache and broken promises. I would restore your faith in humanity.
I would show you how beautiful you truly are. I would show you what it really means to be loved. I would show you all the different kinds of love there are in this world and how I feel each and every one of them for you and you alone.
If... If... you were

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I hear the raindrops tap the street
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Adorned with painful memories
Slowly realize what you've done, I've lost it all
I've come undone

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A broken mess at your mercy
Heartless in my time of need, you walked away
You watched me bleed

Holding out for fate unknown
A missing piece, an empty home
Living life with no one there, I know I'm lost
But I don't care

Within the boundaries of myself
Crying out for someone's help
Wishing for, with all my heart
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As I watch this city burn away
So close, I almost had it
I lost it all when I turned away

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Shattered hopes and memories
Everything that causes pain
Like a drop of acidic rain

The wind blows and it carries with it
Whispered words and the sorrows hidden
Sanctuary among the ashes
But the arson has one more match lit

And I find, the flames attractive
As I watch this city burn away
Was so close, I almost had it
I lost it all when you turned away

I regret every single moment
Without you with your hand in mine
I regret never even knowing
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Tears to RainWhen you cry
I'll pick up the pieces
Here's my heart
I want you to keep this
So you'll be fine
Let me take the fall
For you...

It's only just begun
It only hurts just once
I'll shield you from the pain
Till all the tears you cry turn to rain...

Every word I speak is true...
Every single 'I love you...'

Part Mirage, Part NightmareI try to fight, the feelings I, hide inside
And the piosonus thoughts they bring
But darling, they're all that's left
They're all of you, that I've kept
You're still all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, that I believe

But when you're gone
My heart threatens to collapse
Because it's broken in two
And it's missing its other half

Please don't leave, please stay with me...
I can't breathe...
I'm on the edge of insanity...

Part mirage, part nightmare...
Please come back!
I just need to know you're there...

For me...

I know that I've, said I'm fine
That everything, is alright
But darling, I miss the feeling
Of your

Soon EnoughI know things have been kind of rough
Though I've put forth my best
It's just never enough
And I'm sorry...

To me, things have felt so unreal
I can't believe you've stolen my heart
But I love the way that you make me feel
And it kills me that we're so far apart

I wish more than anything that you could be here
To kiss all my scars and wipe all of these tears
And I'm sorry I can't be much more
You know I'm a mess, and I've told you before
That still I promise I'll forever be yours...

I'll be there with you soon enough
You're all that I've needed
And you're all I think of
So don't worry...

To me, this all happened so fast
It's

With YouI woke up and it was yesterday
And I remembered the feelings
You said I don't care anymore

God, I remember everything
Like it's happening now
As I fall back down to the floor

And again I lay awake
In this lifeless place
That never was a part of me

And I tried so, hard to be
Beyond the shadow of a doubt
The person there beside you
That you can't live without

But you just pushed away
You made no effort
And won't even hear me out

I don't know how we lost our way
And it's killing me inside
I just want to scream and shout

But you won't hear me
You never do
It's like I'm screaming to the empty air

Even though you're right next

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Just Let Me Die

by ~Invoking, Feb 26, 2012, 11:17:50 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Let me die with dignity
It's the least that you could do
I dug this grave for me
But you can lay here too

And, no, it's not your fault
You don't have to say goodbye
This blood is on my hands
So don't you even try

I can't get a fresh breath
Your words hanging in the air
As still as certain death
But they're getting us nowhere

And you'll cry your last tear
As we lie here in waiting
Just to be forgotten
Our memory fading

Our lips press together
In one final kiss
Our one final effort
To re-right our sins

And it's here we'll die together
Just broken memories
We don't have to wait forever
To hear the angels sing

But still I beg of you
Let me die with dignity
It's the least that you could do

Unless you want to die with me...