Why Do You Do This To Me?You took my breath away thenWatched me suffocate.
Frustration.When I’m tired of living because all I do is fightAnd cry myself to sleep in the late hours of nightWhen the thought of giving in is so infinitely sweeterAnd pain will always have a way because pain’s a lying cheaterWhen my only real friend is the pillow I hold tightAnd it’s drenched in so many tears I could literally drownWhen the ceiling turns to shadow and devours all the lightAnd I try to force a smile but it comes out a crooked frownWhen I gasp for every breath like it’ll make some sort of differenceAnd my sight is swallowed whole by the darkness in the distanceWhen the path I chose to walk becomes the path of most resistanceAnd I struggle with each step just to establish my existenceWhen the aching doesn’t go away, but it’s all I hold ontoAnd there’s an impenetrable wall that I plan on breaking through
The Sufferer.When I’m just about to shineYou’re there to steal my thunderBottle up that lightning twicePull me down and hold me underTo steal away the moment I’d been waiting forThat I shed blood, wept tears as I was striving forwardToward the goal that brushed against my fingertipsAnd erupted in a cloud of dust; I reached for it, but missedAnd that catalyst set forth a mental apocalypseBreaking down the walls I’d set to keep the peaceTo keep me far away so you can rise without resistanceTo say “I love you” doesn’t mean a thing if it’s only from a distanceIn this instance, your persistence paid offWhat goes up sure is impressive to everyone down hereI’m glad to see you hover up above us allAnd I’ll even look away when you’re just about to fall
My Mind Is A Graveyard And My Body Is A Scar.There’s constantly something wrong with meI can’t look in the mirror for fear I’ll seeAnother part of me that I can’t let beI want to cut it out of my soulAnd just live with the gaping holeTake control and choose to loseThe part of my heart where the insides bruisedI didn’t fall; I was caught by the lonely, crushing darknessOf this I’m sure; it was there more than you ever wereI don’t know why the love I needIs flowing in the blood I bleedYes, I’m confused and, yes, I’m a messFrustrations magnified by stressI don’t know why I pushed so farNew cuts cover where the old ones areMy scars are scarred, my heart’s in shardsI’m breaking down like a house of cardsI fell already blind into decimating blacknessAnd used what I could find of my heart as target practice
Take It All Away.There’s a tear between each smile and a fracture on my heartAnd a thousand feelings breaking me and tearing me apartKnowing when it’s over I may lose my sanityEmbrace the mess I am and the storm inside of meIn the dark I have a chance to fight away my problemsTo ignore them all away instead of trying to solve themAll I saw when I looked back was a mass of insecurityLaying waste to who I am and ripping at the seamLowering my already non-existent self-esteemAnd I couldn’t help admitting I’m a self-made failureWalking a broken path as a second-hand saviorAnd it all adds up to nothing; me in a nutshellYanking on the chain that tethers me to hell…
Heartless.Happiness is an emotion I was never meant to captureEvery beat produces another microscopic fractureAnd my heart is a toy because it’s played with and abusedRipped up and torn apart thought it’s never even usedTiny pieces falling, falling all the sameLosing all the meaning that was tattooed in my veinsEach fragment is calling, calling me by nameSending shivers through my spine as I fight to break the chainsShowing me the mirror when I don’t know who to blame
Love Me.She falls asleep most every nightTo the sound of her parents pointless fightAnd clinging tightly to her tear soaked pillowShe goes to school most every dayWishing she could run awayFrom all those who torture herFor not being ‘cool’Her mother, she just plain ignores herHer father’s never even thereWho would notice if she were gone?Who would even care?She just wants to make it quickTo take this razor as her friendAnd feel its tender loving kissPressed against her paper skinShe just wants to make it stopThe feeling lonely, sad and hatedShe holds the blade up to eye levelI don’t know how long she waitedShe presses hard against her skinAnd lines of ink bleed from the penThe blade, it rests there on her kneeOn her arm she wrote“Love me...”
Perfection.When you look into the mirror, at your reflection...That's it.That's you.That is perfection.
If Ever I Lost YouWhat weighs on your mind?What's taking up your time?You tell me not to worry and you swear you're really finePlease open up to meTell me of your fearsYou know I'll kiss the scars and I'll wipe away your tearsDon't keep it to yourselfYou know you're not aloneI couldn't live my life without you ever coming homeI'd be so lost insideI wouldn't recognizeThe person that I see in the reflection of your eyesJust tell me you're okay, and that you love me tooI don't know what I'd doIf ever I lost you…
Dream CriterionIf you can't fly on your dreams anymore,I'm sorry, but don't worry,you have simply grown up.If you can't build a little empire on your dreams,I'm totally sorry,you are a dead man walking.
It Wasn't MeI felt such a shamethat I found you lovelywhen you were crying.I know you can't forgive me,but please at least rememberthat It Wasn't Mewho made you cry.
The Wrong Side Of MidNightOn The Doctor's TrainI Met The Princess Of The Dawn,But We WereOn The Wrong Side Of MidNight.
BrokenCan't fixwhat's never been whole.
Winter DreamsWinter Dreams Die In Spring.If Not, They Kill You In Summer.
21_EngMass hypnosis! Hand of doom!Global slavery! No tune!Mass Hypnosis! Grand Illusion!Global Slavery! Diffusion! \/\/\/Social networks, all around,on the streets, a muted crowdToo much sex, we talk around,but the kiss so hard to foundBeauty contests for the dogs!Souls unborn, Our babies lost!Plastic surgeries for grands!Children raped by their dads!Take your pill, It's what you need,Take your pill and you will sleep.Now get in! Into your cage!And don't try to turn the page!You can't live as you will,a whistling up and stay stillThere is nothing to decide,It is only their sideStop to talk! Don't even feel!Did you pay every bill?They're everywhere, They hear!They're far, but so near! \/\/\/Mass hypnosis! Hand of doom!Global slavery! No tune!Mass Hypnosis! Grand Illusion!Global Slavery! Diffusion!
RedemptionRedemptionRedemption they askmy moonless nightsLurkingin the darkness of my mindAlways whispering,that there is no other storyTo redeem me,Except mine.
DIS - GRACEWatch the stars,they will blow tonight,Hold my head,I have lost my fightEase your eyes,I'm alone tonight,There's no ice,I came you to findI feel sorry,but it's not 'am shy,I feel sorry,I should not denyI feel sorry,but this hole of Lightheld my sensesall this wasted timeY ' insisted long,Now I'll stop denying,Blind, so wrong,Not for me such buyingNaughty flirt,but so pure, 'am 'mazed,Feel my dirt,Feel my bitter tasteOne more guyon your working night, 'feel so dry,You dragged out my lying.Thank you lady, 've treated me so fair,Fairy not,but still me I dareAfter all,It is just a nightand the hole;still It's full of Light.
SpareSpare a smile for my eyesSpare some words for my presenceSpare some time cause I need itShare your dance with my fireShare your flesh with my touchShare your spell with my dirtShare my thirst with your laughShare my truth with your eyesShare your beauty with meShare your name againSpare your smile, I need itSpare your touch for my coldSpare a truth for my painShare my hands with yours.Spare your smile againSpare some words to surprise meSpare your hog for my desertSpare a lie for my hopeSpare some time cause I need itShare your dance with my fireShare this little... I won't hurt youShare my truth with your eyesSpare me, I'm not worthy.
Love Is A WeakNessLove Is A WeakNess
It Can't Rain All The TimeIt Can't Rain All The Time,but it's raining now.
LiliyaBright-eyed,bird-bonedwhisper girl;dark-dressed,moon-backedmistress of light.
DEVIL'S GOT MY NUMBEREach time I tried to talk to God,I copped the busy tone.I tried another number,got the devil on the phone!"Could I please speak to God?"But he was on another call.The devil said, "I'll help you out!Just leave your number and your soul!"Six years, six months, six days,I sold my soul to Satan.He said my life was gonna changeBut dammit, I'm still waitin'!The devil's got my number!And the devil's got my soul!The devil's got my number!Is he ever gonna call?Hell, Lucifer's excusesare the father of all lies!He stands at only 5 foot 2with dark and fiery eyes.I've seen him in another place,I can't remember where.Or in another smiling face,but oh, the devil, he may care!Six years, six months, six days,I sold my soul to Satan.He said my life was gonna changeBut dammit, I'm still waitin'!The devil's got my number!And I'm sitting by the phone.And I expect,he'll call collect,from somewhere far away, unknown.And then one night it happened,I got home a little late.My
Act of rage;Attacking your enemy it's not an act of rage.He's your enemy.
My NightingalesMy NightingalesI Send You Nightingalesto sing you my love,but they return crying.
You are lucky, she doesn't love youThe door was openand I listened what he said to him:"It has come to my attentionthat you love one of our girls.My dear, you can't love these girls!You should only come, pay, have funand this is it!You have gone too far!!!!You are lucky, she doesn't love you,so you can go."
MordredBound to ride to CamelotMordred is my name,Not for me, no Avalon,this war, my future fameThis queen of sin I can't forgive,Arthur shouldn't too,He's a king, he's not a man,it's my turn to rule!Bound to ride to CamelotMordred is my name,Who can doubt my royal blood?Kill the the queen of shame!!!
I Fucked Your Mind, SorryI'm Sorry I Loved You,I'm Sorry I Love You,but I'm a sick bastardthat cannot stay away from you.Nothing less,Nothing more,I cannot let it go,I will not harm you.What I'm Going Through, It's Not Your Fault.What You're Going Through, It's Not My Fault.The moment I was bittenby the crazy dog you hired,I realized that my crazy lovehas fucked your mind.It passed a long timesince then,but you can't recover.I'm Sorry I Loved You,I'm Sorry I Love You.
It's Lonely At The Top.It's lonely at the bottom, too.