Frustration.When I’m tired of living because all I do is fightAnd cry myself to sleep in the late hours of nightWhen the thought of giving in is so infinitely sweeterAnd pain will always have a way because pain’s a lying cheaterWhen my only real friend is the pillow I hold tightAnd it’s drenched in so many tears I could literally drownWhen the ceiling turns to shadow and devours all the lightAnd I try to force a smile but it comes out a crooked frownWhen I gasp for every breath like it’ll make some sort of differenceAnd my sight is swallowed whole by the darkness in the distanceWhen the path I chose to walk becomes the path of most resistanceAnd I struggle with each step just to establish my existenceWhen the aching doesn’t go away, but it’s all I hold ontoAnd there’s an impenetrable wall that I plan on breaking through
The Moment Before.Some days I can’t even get out of bedSo I lay there in the shadows with the voices in my headAnd they torment me with memories and things I had to chooseSomehow it ended up no matter what it is I loseBut I put on my best smile and nobody can tellI’m not as happy as I seem, in fact, I’m doing wellI stare myself down in the mirror and thought I’d at least tryTo make it through another day I tell another lieI’m alright…That’s exactly what I’ll say if anybody asksI’m alright; I’m okay with living life behind these masksNobody has to worry because I’m obviously fakingI’m permanently stuck in the moment before breakingI’m a pile of emotions all cluttered on the floorWith so much weight attached I can’t hold it anymoreBut I’ve learned to live a lie and nobody can tellThat I’m just about to fall apart, In fact, I’m doing well.
Heartless.Happiness is an emotion I was never meant to captureEvery beat produces another microscopic fractureAnd my heart is a toy because it’s played with and abusedRipped up and torn apart thought it’s never even usedTiny pieces falling, falling all the sameLosing all the meaning that was tattooed in my veinsEach fragment is calling, calling me by nameSending shivers through my spine as I fight to break the chainsShowing me the mirror when I don’t know who to blame
The Sufferer.When I’m just about to shineYou’re there to steal my thunderBottle up that lightning twicePull me down and hold me underTo steal away the moment I’d been waiting forThat I shed blood, wept tears as I was striving forwardToward the goal that brushed against my fingertipsAnd erupted in a cloud of dust; I reached for it, but missedAnd that catalyst set forth a mental apocalypseBreaking down the walls I’d set to keep the peaceTo keep me far away so you can rise without resistanceTo say “I love you” doesn’t mean a thing if it’s only from a distanceIn this instance, your persistence paid offWhat goes up sure is impressive to everyone down hereI’m glad to see you hover up above us allAnd I’ll even look away when you’re just about to fall
Safety Blankets.The fan spun madly. Even so, my room was still unbearably hot. The soft, comforting sheets of my bed began to feel more like sandpaper than anything else. I couldn’t even lie on the pillow anymore; it was drenched in sweat. My clock beeped, letting me know that it just became the top of some ungodly hour of the night. I craned my neck to look over at it. Two in the morning. It was Monday. School was going to start in the next six hours and I sorely wanted to get some sleep in before then.So I lay there, miserable, on my back, under the covers of my bed, staring at the fan as it spun.Slowly, I came to the realization that the sheets I was laying under were just blocking the cool air the fan was pumping out. I quickly grabbed the corners, ready to throw them off and experience the rush of air as it soothed the heat of the night.But something made me hesitate.See, when I was younger, my parent’s had told me that the blanket I covered up with was what kept the monsters away
Why Do You Do This To Me?You took my breath away thenWatched me suffocate.
My Mind Is A Graveyard And My Body Is A Scar.There’s constantly something wrong with meI can’t look in the mirror for fear I’ll seeAnother part of me that I can’t let beI want to cut it out of my soulAnd just live with the gaping holeTake control and choose to loseThe part of my heart where the insides bruisedI didn’t fall; I was caught by the lonely, crushing darknessOf this I’m sure; it was there more than you ever wereI don’t know why the love I needIs flowing in the blood I bleedYes, I’m confused and, yes, I’m a messFrustrations magnified by stressI don’t know why I pushed so farNew cuts cover where the old ones areMy scars are scarred, my heart’s in shardsI’m breaking down like a house of cardsI fell already blind into decimating blacknessAnd used what I could find of my heart as target practice
1 amI won’t ask forgivenessI hoped you would forget about the things I saidI promise it was never you…And I won’t see you fall when all you have to doIs let me go and put these memories to restI don’t care at all, but the tears, they doWhere they fall is where I lose another piece of youI know that the sinlessDon’t understand what it’s like to regret; I’m in over my headI kept it all away from you…Let me go; I’ve been failing youThese memories will fade awayAnd I’ll disappear tooI don’t care at all, but the scars, they doI keep secrets better than promises to you
Take It All Away.There’s a tear between each smile and a fracture on my heartAnd a thousand feelings breaking me and tearing me apartKnowing when it’s over I may lose my sanityEmbrace the mess I am and the storm inside of meIn the dark I have a chance to fight away my problemsTo ignore them all away instead of trying to solve themAll I saw when I looked back was a mass of insecurityLaying waste to who I am and ripping at the seamLowering my already non-existent self-esteemAnd I couldn’t help admitting I’m a self-made failureWalking a broken path as a second-hand saviorAnd it all adds up to nothing; me in a nutshellYanking on the chain that tethers me to hell…
LullabySleep nowThere is nothingto fearI will notleave youI will be hereI will hold youlistening to you breathkeeping you safeDon't fear the nightShe's not here to harm youShe's here to help you restDarkness may be hereBut it will give wayto a new beginningFall off to sleepI'll sit awhileand sing loo-li,lai-lay
Truth Can't Be RudeTruth Can't Be Rude, Except If You're Blind.
meadows.you only ever picked dead flowersbecause you wanted to leave the living onesfor others to admire...i guess that's why you chose meover everyone else.
Lies and the ones who love youThe truth hurts, because lies are a wound.The ones who love you they want to heal it.Your enemies they want to use it.In both cases you feel pain.Don't mistake the ones who love you for enemies.
Soul Mate StarlightLong have I loved,Even though I know not why.My heart continually yearns for you.Strangers yet to meet,I care more about you than anyone.Listening to the night sky sing it’s lonely song,I am touched by the purity of starlight.I wonder what it will be like,To touch your heart.Share my scars.Share my heart.Believe in me,And never stop.Songs flow outward,Drifting across the night sky.It seems the only time my dreams are real.The only time you are real.I know someday you will grant my wish,But is it possible for me to grant yours?Can we share a common path?Or are we doomed to pass in shadows?
RedemptionRedemptionthey askmy moonless nightsLurkingin the darkness of my mindAlways whispering,that there is no other storyTo redeem me,Except mine.
.as if murdering a suicidalgirl would make you a killer,if anything - - -- - -you're my hero.
Death's Lovely AngelI feel his hand over my throat,His cold and bony fingers.He’s finally got his grip on me,Still my struggling lingers.I stare into the blank black eyes,I suddenly grow calm.He’s here to help me from my pain,This is what I wanted all along.He releases my soul from within me,And holds me to his chest,He carries me across the sky,My spirit finally at rest.Death’s lovely angel,Has rescued me from pain,I was taken away from it all,with nothing left to remain.
...does lack of gravityleave memory,floating in yourtears?and what aboutdeprivation; loss ofoxygen. life,leaving you light headed again?faint...collide.the stars have given in.imagine chaos.[the view must be so beautiful .]
Ta Onira Tou HimonaΤα Όνειρα Του ΧειμώναΤα Όνειρα Του Χειμώνα Πεθαίνουν Την Άνοιξη.Αν Δεν Πεθάνουν, Σε Σκοτώνουν Το Καλοκαίρι.
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
So SilentIt was so silent on the hill,She could hear her steps,Her breath...A look at the watch;Time's not passing,Not going away,Like a friend who waits, insists;BegsThat she must do something at last.
...when death put its handon my shoulder,it shivered;i was alreadycold.
AlarmI had an alarm on my heart,but this love was too silent.
OverRiddenA moment of real passion overrides human existence.There is no past, no end.
LifeI'm not livingI'm only survivingThere's so much to doAnd so little timeI'm always in a rushTrying to keep up with lifeWithout a moment to restWithout a moment to thinkThere's no joy in lifeBeing here makes no senseSometimes it comes to meThat I should put an end to it...
Poems Are Not Peanuts!!!!!!!!!!You! Yes, You!!!Wake Up!!!!!Long Or ShortPoems Are Not Peanuts!!!!!!!!!!
It's Lonely At The Top.It's lonely at the bottom, too.