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I used your words to form an apology
Because I didn’t know another way
To make you acknowledge me

But I’m still here, you know

As much as I was a year ago


I’m going in blind and taking shots in the dark
But I’m pulling every word from the bottom of my heart
I’ve had a lot of time to see things straight
You’re someone that I love, that I could never hate
That’s why every time I tried forgetting about you
I couldn’t force myself to do what I had to do

Now I can see your pain, I’m sorry I put you through it
If there was one thing I could change
You know that I would undo it
I don’t want to live, I don’t want to breathe
The reason we’re like this is all because of me

I don’t want you to be yet another closing door
You think I could care less, darling, I couldn’t care more

Take away from this all the evidence you need
I miss you just as much as you say you miss me
I want this forced silence to come to a shattered end
I want to have you back. But I’ll be a better friend.
That I still feel this emptiness.

That I never wanted to let go.

That I tried to let you live your life and be happy without me.

I know. I'm sorry.

I was just hoping, too...
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Unisis-2-in-1-beauty Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014  Student General Artist
this makes me think of someone...bravo on wonderful poetry again.
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diamondangel156 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013
oh my gods<br / />
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Luna9210 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
TT-TT I feels too much, this is simply amazingly beautiful.
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writerELEASE Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2013  Student Writer
Beautiful. You're a gifted writer.

And welcome to WritersXWorld, by the way :)
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fuzed-ice Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013
I dont think our sympathy could bring them back. But know that you have it.
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're too kind... Thank you.
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fuzed-ice Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013
I aim to help. Not a problem.
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Ashbrie13 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm sorry :( 
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you..
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X3beyondthesunx3 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013   Writer
You have a magic touch with words.
The situation sucks, though. :hug: I'm sorry.
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you <3..
The situation has gotten better, so that's good.
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X3beyondthesunx3 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013   Writer
better is better than not, that is good.
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist
Awww! :/ I want to give you a hug! I really liked it, I wish I could write as well as you... I understand this all too well, both sides. :/
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. I could really use a hug right now too :/
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013  Hobbyist
You're welcome, I wish you could just come visit me and my new dog although he is pretty old but new to me. :3 We would make you feel better! <3 Feel better soon please, it makes me sad that I can't hug you...
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I'm working on feeling better, but it seems that the universe thinks I need to be upset still... Thanks for being here. It really cheers me up.
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NoOneKnowsWhereToGo Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013  Hobbyist
I know that feeling all too well, it takes time. <3 I'll always be here and I'm happy it cheers you up, I really like you and it bothers me when people I like are all upset like I usually am. I'm under the impression the universe hates everyone, it thinks I need to be borderline anorexic... -_- I really try to eat, but I still can't maintain even my current weight. It is scary when you realize you lose like 10 pounds without even trying. It just sucks, but I can only deal with it as it happens one step at a time. Don't work too hard at trying to feel better because when things get rushed, they usually end up being done incorrectly resulting in it coming crashing down and causing more damage than there was to begin with. Just remember I care about you. <3 Sometimes I need to be reminded that someone actually cares and wants me to be okay so I thought I would remind you. ^o^
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AngelicEmpyress Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
This is so beautiful, and full of emotion. very well done.
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, very much.
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anndilek Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
wonderful poem. it's only human's heart and life itself which can come up with such a story. or bless your imagination then. beautiful in every case!
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much. I only wish that this was borne from my imagination.
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anndilek Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
you're most welcome. and crossed fingers for you then.
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crimsonized Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
if dis had a like button I would like it!
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Invoking Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Haha, if only, right? But thank you, that means a lot.
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crimsonized Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
it's true and ur welcum!
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