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I'm still, here
Begging, for relief from misery
I'm still, here
Crying, cause it took what's left of me
And I lock myself inside my heart
Hide away inside the dark
That's taken over
I look in your eyes
But there's nothing to see
Nothing except pain
Staring back at me
(I'm begging, I'm crying)
I'm still, here
Burning, from all the mistakes I ever made
I'm still, here
Trying, to make all those mistakes just go away
And I lock you outside of my heart
So you can't see me fall apart
I'm getting colder
I fall to my knees
And scream so loud
But nothing seems
To make a sound
(I'm burning, I'm trying)
I'm left alone again somehow
It's something my heart won't allow
Again I'm here, I scream so loud
Can you hear me now?
Begging, for relief from misery
I'm still, here
Crying, cause it took what's left of me
And I lock myself inside my heart
Hide away inside the dark
That's taken over
I look in your eyes
But there's nothing to see
Nothing except pain
Staring back at me
(I'm begging, I'm crying)
I'm still, here
Burning, from all the mistakes I ever made
I'm still, here
Trying, to make all those mistakes just go away
And I lock you outside of my heart
So you can't see me fall apart
I'm getting colder
I fall to my knees
And scream so loud
But nothing seems
To make a sound
(I'm burning, I'm trying)
I'm left alone again somehow
It's something my heart won't allow
Again I'm here, I scream so loud
Can you hear me now?
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All for you
Falling asleep with tears in my eyes
And haunted by the thoughts of you
This is for you hun'
Your face is smiling at me
A fake, ghost-version of your old beautiful smile
Teasing me with what could have been
What I could have had
Those bright blue eyes look at me
But the sparkle is gone
Now they're just the eyes of a stranger
I watched you dissappear
I stood by and saw you fade away
Only a ghost is left of the old you
There was nothing I could do
So this is for you my dear
I'm holding you oh so tight
Fighting to bring you back to life
I'm falling asleep with tears in my eyes
These teardrops fall for you
This is all for you m
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Pretending
He holds my heart with claws.
Within that hold my heart rips,
And I feel trapped.
To please him is far out of my reach,
Even though I dance like a fool for him.
He just is just locked up inside,
With a distant look on his features,
Not even noticing me.
Leaving me in the cold,
I try to stay strong, but my happiness is fading.
I finally found warmth,
Then he took it away,
With his bitter cold touch.
My beliefs are within his lies,
That my secrets are safe with him, and he would rid my fears.
Only to hid his.
I will pretend that his lies are true,
Because the memories of the past is my poison,
That I am killing myself with.
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The cuts
Human error.
Five more cuts.
They won't show, and they will fade.
It's nothing. It's nothing.
It makes me feel normal.
I need punishment for every time I mess up.
Don't worry I won't die.
"I wish she would keep better track of things" one more cut.
"She is a freak" two more cuts.
"You don't care about anything do you?!" three cuts.
Some say it hurt.
Some say it's nothing.
Sure I thought I could talk to her about it, but now my only true friend is drifting.
She knew every thing about me, cutting, crying, depression, and so on. But, as I see her go.
Now we just say simple Hello's.
It's time she stopped dealing with me.
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