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Every day I wake up is like a painful memory
One that never goes away not even if I make believe
Every night I make it through only makes the hurt worse
Every second is my suffering, every breath I take, the curse

I've wasted all these moments trying so hard to pretend
That there's something still inside me that allows my heart to mend
It's like the air I breathe attempts at suffocating me
Until I collapse onto the the ground and my chest gives one last heave

And I try so hard to be, beyond the shadow of a doubt
The person there beside you that you can't live without
I know I'm nothing more than the dirt beneath my feet
But that doesn't mean I don't feel hurt or have a heart that beats

The days all blur together and I can't tell between
My miserable reality and the hauntingness of dreams
Hidden in my recesses and wrapped in howling dark
Are the remnants of my lost joy and the echoes of my heart

There are things I've held inside that I wish I could forget
But they're all my happy memories, the source of my regret
I tried to make this right but it fell apart faster
Is this how we became such a beautiful disaster?

There are two sides to every story but I'm the only one to blame
Do you think that we can go back? Will we ever be the same?
You deserve much more than this heart that's stitched together
Maybe if I wasn't me than I might've been much better...
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Tinsel2's avatar
^.^ you have such a way with words! Bien chica!!