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Hurts Like HeavenOh. My.
God, it hurts like heaven;
Longing for all your affection,
Every bit of your attention,
You're a divine intervention.
In this life that's turned to hell.

I can't help it when I reminisce,
In moments that are just like this,
I remember when we had our kiss,
And now how much I really miss,
You...

The times when we weren't separated,
Were the best memories that I've created,
To reunite is long awaited,
I feel like I'm incarcerated,
In my own personal hell.

I can't help it when I think of you...
I hope one day we'll say "I do."
But for now I have to struggle through,
Until the day I get to you...

It won't be long, lov
If Ever I Lost YouWhat weighs on your mind?
What's taking up your time?
You tell me not to worry and you swear you're really fine

Please open up to me
Tell me of your fears
You know I'll kiss the scars and I'll wipe away your tears

Don't keep it to yourself
You know you're not alone
I couldn't live my life without you ever coming home

I'd be so lost inside
I wouldn't recognize
The person that I see in the reflection of your eyes

Just tell me you're okay, and that you love me too
I don't know what I'd do
If ever I lost you…
But Nobody KnowsI can't tell my

Tears from the rain
The hurt from the pain
My life from this game
It's all just the same

And it hurts me so badly
That you're so mad at me
I can't stop me from breaking
My hands are still shaking

Knees are so weak
I can't stay on my feet
So I fall to the ground
And I hope to be found

It's this feeling inside me
That I've never missed
It corrodes and divides me
Puts scars on my wrist

It controls and divides me
Fuels the fire inside me
Destroys all I make
Creates all my hate

I'm not that one in a million
The diamond in the rough
I'm just one more person
Who's finally had enough

Of hiding from hurt
And d
I'm A Mess..I push on through this life still wandering blindly
Hoping that somehow somebody is gonna find me

But I'm lost
And my body is freezing
My breaths are growing ragged
And my heart beat is ceasing

I can't remember
A time when we weren't together
And I'm really starting to miss

What we were

And I miss our forever
I had to try
I had lie
Just to put forth the effort

I'm following in tracks that you left behind
But as I press on they're getting harder to find

So why
Why did you leave me stranded
Lonely and empty handed
My blood is running cold
And I don't even understand it

But you
You don't know what you have done
Shut me o
Wonder.Do you fear your own death?
Is it hard to conceive?
Draw in your last breath, then-
Your last breath will leave.

Isn't it strange to think,
That there's a timer above your head?
A countdown you can't see,
That finishes when you're dead.

Don't you ever wonder,
What it'll be like when you're gone?
I bet the world will keep on spinning.
There will be another dawn.

But the harsh reality behind it-
We're all going to die.
There's no reason to try to fight it
Not even to question why.

It makes me wish that I could have a little more to give,
Because I'm not afraid of how I'll die...

I'm afraid of how I'll
Live...
Optimistically PessimisticThere's broken
Then there's shattered to the core
There's saying I don't care
Or I don't love you anymore

There's hopeless
And theres frustratingly out of reach
There are lessons left to learn
But those lessons they'll never teach

There are promises
Then there are hollow and empty lies
There are moments that you treasure
And moments you want to die

There's lonliness
And there's tired of going on
There is waiting for forever
But forever will never come...
Savior.I have this darkness deep inside me,
It's what influenced this writing.
I can't control it, I can't fight it,
Barely know it, and can't hide it.

I'm just a mess with no ambition;
So much less than I envisioned.
How much more can I endure?
I don't know, I'm not too sure...

I'm not myself when I'm alone,
And yet I find I'm on my own.
I'm like a lock without a key,
There is no perfect fit for me!...

You're not alone.
Don't think like that.
Pick your head up.
I believe in you.
You can do it.
I love you...

Are you here to prove me wrong?
To make me see the brighter dawn?
With this darker side, this part of me,
How can you love
Somebody Lie To MeNobody tries to be
The one who is there
Somebody lie to me
And tell me you care

Make me believe
That I'm not on my own
Feed me deceit
Please don't leave me alone

But I
Know you
Say these things even though we know
They aren't
True

Somebody lie to me
And tell me I'm fine
Nobody tries to be
The one I'd call mine

Fed me deceit
But I believed every word
Made me believe
That you're really my world

(Make me believe...)
(Somebody's lied to me...)

(Fed me your deceit...)
(Nobody tries to be...)
Emotionless KissIt's not like I can even fight it so why do I still attempt..
To drag myself out of my self created lament..?
I tried to make things right but I can't force out your repent...
You're standing right next to me so why do you feel so distant?!

I only wish
To take your hand
Pull you in close
And do everything that I can

To keep you
I wanted to make you mine
Though I waited and waited
You never gave me a sign

It's not like I try to hide it so why is it that you ignore me?
I've got no one to confide in and you won't even reassure me...
Maybe when I'm gone you'll finally start missing me...
It's strange that when I'm dead how you'll f
To Be NumbI gaze through the glass
To the last rays of light
And the long shadows cast
As dusk turns into night

Hands cling to the chain link
Still struggle to stand
I know what you may think
And I know what I am

A broken man
Still stealing these breaths
Because I can

I tried to hold on
If not but for your sake
But you walked away
Left my heart here to ache

Now it just
Reluctantly beats
It's this feeling inside me
And my heart is its keep

It's a feeling that
Is known only to some
Not everyone knows
What it's like to be numb...
I'm Sorry, Darling...I'm sorry you're disappointed
But believe me I really try
To be your one and only
Please, darling, please don't cry

I'm sorry I can't be
One hundred percent perfect
But even if I was
Would I still even be worth it

I'm sorry there are things
That not even I can do
I can't get far on paper wings
But darling, we aren't through

I'm sorry I'm nothing more
Than a step above worthless
But even if I was
I still wouldn't have a purpose

I'm sorry there are times
When you feel like you're broken
I'll be there and you'll be fine
Darling, let's just be open

I'm sorry I didn't know
How much you were really hurting
I guess it goes to s
Missing Pieces.I am a missing piece. Something that someone needs.
But at the same time, I feel so incomplete.
I’ve wandered way too far, wondered for far too long
Am I a missing piece? Or a piece that won’t belong?

Is it possible I’m damaged and not missing at all?
That I’m just as dysfunctional as everybody else?
Pretending to be perfect never softened a single fall.
But neither did admitting that you’re broken and flawed.

A broken missing piece. Is that all I’m meant to be?
There is no master plan that includes the likes of me.
Being all alone, it’s a hurt that will not cease.
A hundred thousand years from now
So Nobody Can TellI'm not that one in a million
Or the diamond in the rough
I'm just another person
Who's finally had enough

I can't stand it any longer
All the pain and misery
I can't be any stronger
This is all that I can be

I try so hard to fight it
And it's something I've never missed
I try so hard to hide it
These scars upon my wrist

Consequences from
Another day of hidden pain
But how much of that
Can one heart sustain

Without feeling all alone
And though I look alive
I'm so cold and on my own
I'm really dead inside

Somebody make it better
Please come and take all the hurt
Don't want to be like this forever
This isn't what I deserv
Never Bow Down. (Failure In Denial)Your poisoned words are your weapon of choice,
Paralyzing me with just the sound of your voice.
Whispering your lies and getting under my skin,
But I can see right through you 'cause you're so paper thin!

Are you really so heartless?
Behind your lies is there any truth?
Can you tell I don't want this!?
I will never bow down to you!

You say across my skin is where my short comings compile,
And that my scars remind you I'm a failure in denial!
No matter what you've always had the upper hand,
Holding me under for reasons none understand!

GOD DAMN!!

Are you really so heartless?
Behind your lies is there any truth?
Can you tell I d
A Reason to LivePlease wipe your tears
Next time you cry
Stand up strong, revitalize

Cause when you feel
You've lost it all
And you're just about
To take the fall

When you think
That no one cares
When you wonder
Why life's not fair

Please remember
What's in my eyes
You're the reason
That I'm alive...
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After ThoughtsTell me...

Was I worth
Your broken heart?

Don't pretend like
You're not falling apart...

Now I'll watch you burn
And await my turn

Cause I

I can't live like this
Did this love exist
There's so much that I missed
We should have never kissed

Tell me...

Was I worth
Your tortured thoughts?

And all the pain
That I know I brought..?

You've burned to just ashes
And now I've run out of matches

But I

I can't live on like this
Did this love even exist
There's just too much I missed
Should we have never kissed

Tell these...

Scars on my wrist
That there's no need to worry
That there's still something to us
And these memories a
If OnlyIsn't it crazy
How she doesn't
Have to say a word
But you can hear her
Whispering "Save me"

It's written in her eyes
A desperate plea, a silent cry
It's behind her faded disguise
That smiles and lies
As she tries to live a normal life

But pain never fades away
And neither do tears that have dried
Or blood that has spilled
Nor words that were lies
The mental distress
And the torment inside

Things will never be the same
And two can't play at this
Because this isn't a game
And who is to blame
She needs a face to go with the name
Somebody else has to suffer her shame

She can't handle this alone
She needs someone now
And if
Quickly We ForgetShe writes a letter to her soldier
Who only wishes that he could hold her
In his arms
But he can't, he puts himself in harms way
Everyday, it's all the same
While she's over here hoping and praying
She'll keep recieving the letters saying

It's just another day away from home
Trust me, I'm doing fine on my own
It's you I'm worried for
Don't cry it's just one more
Day
Away, from home

And not to mention he's a father
Who had to tell his two year old daughter
That he's got to go away
To make the world a better place
In the land where the pain originates
Is this fair
Is this fate
You'd better hope that he comes back
For your s

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Broken Frames

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In the morning when my eyes first open
Will you be there or will I be alone
Cause I hate that you left me still broken
To fend for myself still all on my own

Reflections are marred with cracks and scratches
Nothing remains but remnants of our trust
And how nothing else ever attatches
You have to let go and this is a must

Even if we were to try to repair
Nothing could fix this not after that fall
I know you do when you say you don't care
Maybe it's best you say nothing at all

Get on your knees and stop playing these games
You'll see what I see behind broken frames

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Mood: Optimism ~whorebisquit Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
E-E-EPIC
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~Invoking Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you muchly :3
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~whorebisquit Feb 3, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no, thank you! (^_^)
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